Yo yo

Stop reading right here if you don't want to hear my whining. I think this week things will be better. This week we will be better off.........NOPE. It seems there is no end to the madness. If its not a medical issue its a financial issue. I know that there are people who have the same struggles. WHY CAN WE NEVER GET AHEAD???? Why do I feel like I SUCK at every----stinking----thing. It seems like every time we receive a financial blessing, it is followed by a financial disaster. Matt is most likely staying on evenings for awhile, which has already been a while too long. He has worked a terrible shift for quite some time now. Probably ever since he went back to work after Lillian came home. WHERE does it all go wrong???? AND I HATE HATE HATE IT. *BIG HUMONGOUS SIGHS*

Why is my two year old so grumpy and whiny tonight, why is she screaming through most of her therapies???? And why can't I do anything about it????

I should not blog at this hour...I've generally lost all good humor by now and do nothing but complain.