Throwing in the towel

Well, I've decided I'm going to try to take on another nurse. As much as I'd like to handle everything myself, I just can't do it. I need help and since I can't get any from the people that I should be able to count on, I'll have to pay someone. I really dread the whole thing, but at this point I'm stressed out beyond words. I'm mentally and physically tired. I think the mental aspect is probably much more difficult than the physical. I need a mountain dew...